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A little better….

So I played a little phone tag with my doctor today. She told me that a lot of women report the moodiness in the first month. She said it usually subsided after the first month and asked if I could get through it. If not, give her a call and she’d switch things up. Is this all TMI? Too bad, my blog. (See?? Uber bitchy.) 

Anyway, I don’t know if I can hold out. I feel awful. Even my mom is worried. She’s not sure I should hold out. I haven’t really seen Jeff in a few days because he’s been busy, and I’ve been busy. I’m thinking this is a good thing. I’m not sure even he could deal with me. That makes me sad. I hate being this moody.

It feels like the day before your period when you’re a hormonal mess. And the next day, when it’s your period, you’re like “Aw, thank God that’s over.“ Today, not so much. Mood still here. The aches and general all over bad feeling still raging. It sucks!

I need a hug. What I’d really love, if he could tolerate it, is to be wrapped up in his arms with a simple kiss on the top of my head and some whispers in my ear. Yeah, ok, I just made myself cry again. HORMONES!

But for a consolation, I got a sweet email from him today. I saved it. It was what I need.

Thanks Irish Eyes.